I hold my hands up, I apologise, but I am human, yes really I am:)

My blog has not been updated as much as it should have been and I know that for a fact and I know why, which really helps me determine how to move forward.

Excuses do not make any difference, if I let my readers down, I admit it, but having relatively good reasons and explaining those to you may give me chance to win you back;)

2011 has not been the best year, but not the worst. Many challenges have crept, jumped, silently came into my life to disrupt, upset and generally pull me down. But, for those of you who know my story, I am still here, I kept going, and now is the time to move on.

One of my sons suffered a mental breakdown earlier this year, he was diagnosed with early Bi-Polar, he is one of the lucky ones. He is getting the best treatment, help and support and will have a fantastic life and will go on to help others in similar situations.

Two of our beloved cats had to be put to sleep, a couple of months apart, Misty and Chip who were brothers and almost 18 years old. Family pets are cherished and more like family members as each year goes on.

My husbands grandmother died, followed by her daughter in law, two funerals in a short space of time, hard to imagine.

The list goes on but I wont bore, you I know you get the idea.

I am back! Thanks for your support:)